[Chorus: Dido]
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[Verse 1: Ez Mil]
Dear Colleen, I don't know what's up,
But you're not answerin'.
I wish you could just open up to me,
So we could just talk about stuff.
And yes I wrote a song because I've ran out of ideas
To get you to notice me I'm tryna tell you somethin,
Talk to me.
Like what the fuck is happening?
Just tell me somethin, I'm begging you.
I dropped my biggest cover and I wanted you
To be there to see it through.
Your support is what I look forward to the most,
But you're choosin' to post a selfie
To your feed instead of answerin me.
Do you feel choked? or do you feel like
Everybody's drowning you?
Cuz this silent treatment you givin' people
Is fuckin' immature.
You should act your age and tell me
If you are depressed,
Tell me each and every problem,
Get it off your fuckin' chest.
You put me in a position in your life
That I deserve to know.
Yes, I'm willin' to put all this for you
You fuckin' hoe.
Tell me if there's someone else so my
Dad can say "I told you so".
I saw my whole future with you,
But you're forcing me to let you go.

[Chorus: Dido]
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[Verse 2: Ez Mil]
Colleen I hope you know that
I'm really fuckin' serious.
I don't know if there's somethin' that I did
Back in the past where you were in that Shining show,
And I was worried to shit cuz,
Of the stories that you told me
Of their frontman Niklas.
Until it came to a point you were tellin' me
You were gonna leave the venue.
Then you started sending fucked up
Messages of you typin' "jhelpsehsg".
Lost my shit I got Joseph to call detroit police
To attend you.
Your replies stopped,
And you don't know how that felt.
It all passed, you replied, and you
Told me that you were fine.
All sorts of comfort and relief
Came to my fucking mind.
I told you this experience of fear
Was my first time.
But it's like you disregardin' the
Fact that I was traumatized.
Now I'm questionin' my fuckin self if you still
Care about me like I care for you,
Hmm, lemme guess..
You fuckin' don't!
Cuz if you did you'd be givin' minutes and hours
To talk to me outta' your fuckin' day you fuckin' bitch!
What's a relationship without communication?
A mothafuckin' dead one!
You should be livin' up to your sayin'
That you told me that whenever you love
Someone, you give it your all!
You made my feelings reach this much
For you that's why I'm willin' to make this song.
You not talkin' to me makes me feel like
Everything I do for us is fuckin' wrong.
How fuckin' dare you drag me into
Your life and make me feel special.
If you're the one who's letting
Us shatter and fuckin' fall!

[Chorus: Dido]
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[Verse 3: Ez Mil]
Colleen I just wanna understand everything
That you feel,
But you just ain't givin' me anything to hold on to.
Your actions seem like you're choosin'
To ignore me and why is that?
Please just let me understand,
Don't make me blame it on you.
Is it these judgemental fucks who
Keep contacting you about Shining?
Or the depressive feeling you're getting
From grieving from your friends who passed away?
Who is making you feel that bad
And smothered that you're left with
Literally zero things to say?
It's makin' me thing that maybe the throat cancer
Of your dad got the good of him.
This is what my over-thinkin' mind does,
When it knows my heart hasn't had a speck
Of fuckin' attention from the essence of a
Person it's attached to.
I apologize with all my soul for anything I
May have done to make you feel it's
Necessary to go non-existent.
I'm genuine and blunt to you, so please be the same.
Cuz to me this ain't a fucking game.
I take absolutely everything about you
To my fucking heart and that's my imperfection,
Are you still willin' to stick to me?
Cuz your mothafuckin' inconsistence just shows,
That you don't love me enough,
You ain't even missin' me!
Cuz unlike you Colleen,
You're the person I wanna be talkin' to
Every single day, It's give and take.
Where is the equality?
So please before I leave my country,
If you are givin' us up just tell me
You don't love me so the pain dies peacefully.
And you set me free.